Wow, what a rough night. Hardest conversation I've ever had in my life, seriously.

If you look closely enough, you can see the cracks. No one does though.

Okay, this story on CBS Sunday Morning made me cry. Even now, typing this blog post, I'm all teary over it. Hit way too close to home, on Father's Day no less. I'm glad that Larry died before she forgot who he was, it would have broken his heart and killed him.

Got pretty sad last night after looking through pics and realizing that my mom doesn't even realize/remember that her husband is gone. That really fucking sucks.

May 8th would have been his 63rd birthday and their 23rd anniversary.

I take it all back, fuck everything.

I don't know why I never update this thing. Remember how much I used to love it? And now I hardly even look at it. I try, ish. I might try to try harder but that doesn't seem likely.

Anyway, work is good. Crazy busy and frustrating most of the time but I get paid well, like the people I work with and my boss is awesome so I shouldn't complain too much. Home stuff is good, the kids are semi-settled, Brian is amazing as always. Money stuff isn't too stressful at the moment.

You should come out to see Brian's band play in Plain City on April 3rd. It's gonna be a drunkfest!!!!!!!!

Oh, I remember why I don't update...it's because I'm boring and have nothing to say. My bad!

Happy anniversary to me!!! Five years today and I love him more than ever. I wish he knew how amazing he really is but maybe that makes me love him even more :) Tonight we're going to Mitchell's Steakhouse for dinner, going to the Waterfire exhibit afterwards, and spending the night in a suite at the Trueman Club Hotel downtown. It's going to be amazing, perfect weather for walking around downtown holding hands with my incredible husband who planned this wonderful night. Sigh, can't wait.