Friday, June 03, 2005

time for a new post

I don't like meeting new people. I'm completely convinced that I make a terrible first impression. I don't want to be looked at or talked about or even thought about. I'm uncomfortable at parties when I don't have someone beside me who I know really well. I am so bad at making small talk or initiating conversations. I feel like a total social retard. I'm 36 years old and act like an awkward teenager whenever I meet someone. it's awful.

of course Brian is the exact opposite. he has a way of fitting in wherever he goes and everyone thinks he is a great guy, which he is. I'm so envious and impressed and proud all at the same time.

3 comments:

ginger said...

Opposites attract! Sounds like me and my fiance... only I'm the social one, and he likes to hang back - if he goes at all! :)

Michelle said...

opposites attract!

it's really so true but the weird thing is that we have a lot in common too. and I can totally believe that you're the social one!

emaleejayne said...

Me too! I get so nervous in social situations! Aren't we Geminis supposed to be experts at that kind of thing?