edgy...but not in the good way. apologies in advance for being moody.

so the girls left for Utah on Tuesday, which sucks. I always think I'm looking forward to having some time without the kids and then when they leave, I can't handle it. the boy leaves on Monday and it will probably be even worse after that. I'm nervous that he will decide to stay out there with his stepdad instead of coming home. I know that asshole already told Stephen that he was welcome to live out there if he wanted. I hate him. a lot.

note to self: call your stepdad later today. my mother had her tests on Monday and yesterday. so I need to call him to find out how it went. she had to get an MRI yesterday and she is highly claustrophobic so it probably didn't go well, if it happened at all. she couldn't even handle one on those open MRI machines so it's doubtful that she got through it. hopefully it wasn't too stressful for either of them.